{"title":"Private\/Archive","description":"","products":[{"product_id":"gaman","title":"GAMAN・我慢","description":"\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eGaman first appeared when I was eleven years old.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p2\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eSitting at my grandmother’s kitchen table, I painted a screaming black face with red bubbles trapped inside its mouth.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p2\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eI didn’t know it then, but Gaman would keep returning whenever life became too heavy to carry. After losing a friend to suicide. After losing the grandmother who raised me to cancer. When the war in Ukraine began. In moments of grief, fear and devastation, I found myself painting the same face again and again.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p2\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eIt took me more than a decade of living in Japan, and later moving to Los Angeles, to understand what I had been painting all along.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p2\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eGaman carries everything inside—pain, fear, grief, anger and words left unspoken.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p2\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eRather than expressing them, Gaman absorbs them, believing that enduring is strength.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p2\"\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eFor many years, Gaman was how I survived.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Zaebaro","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51018094117080,"sku":null,"price":100000.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0785\/2969\/1864\/files\/230901_Vivi000085.jpg?v=1762116970"},{"product_id":"you-did-not-see-me","title":"YOU DID NOT SEE ME","description":"","brand":"Zaebaro","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51135246074072,"sku":null,"price":2400.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0785\/2969\/1864\/files\/230901_Vivi000020.jpg?v=1764364664"},{"product_id":"detaced-departure","title":"BAKUHATSU・爆発","description":"","brand":"Zaebaro","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51360506511576,"sku":null,"price":0.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0785\/2969\/1864\/files\/230901_Vivi000101.jpg?v=1762117552"},{"product_id":"rusty-moon","title":"RUSTY MOON","description":"","brand":"Zaebaro","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":51360524959960,"sku":null,"price":0.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0785\/2969\/1864\/files\/230901_Vivi000154.jpg?v=1769968746"},{"product_id":"武士-bushi","title":"武士・BUSHI","description":"\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003e\u003cb\u003e2026\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eFirst work from the Bushi series\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eOil, resin, and pigments on canvas\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003e45.5 × 61 cm (17.9 × 24.0 in)\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eOne-of-one original\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eSigned on the reverse\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eCertificate of Authenticity included\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p2\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/DbMYEU0v_c2\/\"\u003eWatch a reel about this painting.\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003e\u003ci\u003eBushi marks the moment when survival is no longer enough. She is who Gaman became.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Zaebaro","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52007205503192,"sku":null,"price":4000.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0785\/2969\/1864\/files\/DSC00092.jpg?v=1784602353"},{"product_id":"mother","title":"MOTHER","description":"\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003e2023\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eOriginal painting\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eAcrylic, resin, broken glass, clay, charcoal, and pigments on canvas\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003e73 × 91 cm (28.7 × 35.8 in)\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eOne-of-one original\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p1\"\u003eSigned on the reverse\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp class=\"p2\"\u003eCertificate of Authenticity included\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Zaebaro","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52007529840856,"sku":null,"price":6000.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0785\/2969\/1864\/files\/DSC00114.jpg?v=1784606484"}],"url":"https:\/\/zaebaro.art\/collections\/private-archive.oembed","provider":"Zaebaro","version":"1.0","type":"link"}